Monday 17 December 2012

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                i cant believe that im gonna turn to 19 a few days more . ouh my god , nineteen is a big number and im probably not ready at all to have nineteen as my age . and the fact is i dont have that sense of maturity . im gonna turn to 19 and im still like this . like what ? hmm ya know , still single ==' okay . bapak foreber alone nya . setiap malam tengok roomates gayut dengan boyfriend diorang , jauh di sudut hati agak jealous laa even diorang tu bukannya sweet pun tapi you know , at least they have someone to manja manja or to teman diorang while diorang alone . me ? hmmmm like usual , 24/7 dengan twitter . talking about boyfriend , yeah i do have a crush to someone . hmm cannot tell here laa who kan because even my bestfriend I didnt tell anything . Taktahu la macam mana aku bole crush dekat mamat ni kan tapi actually dah agak lama dah cuma sebelum ni aku banyak sangat crush sana sini tapi now aku rasa macam bapak serius gila aku crush dekat dia sebab entahlhaa . i cant stop thinking about him ! errrrr and i know he will never feel the same like this about me and saya sangat redha yea adik adik sekalian . hmmm okay laa , got to go . sambung later . 
hugs and kisses , ann .


Monday 3 December 2012


omg im so scared right now . i dont know why . aku rasa macam desperate sangat nak dapat pointer tinggi . aku rasa risau , takut , nervous anddd many more . okay deep breath guysss . huh sememangnya pointer sem 1 haritu sangatlah menggusarkan jiwa even Alhamdulillah tiada yang fail but pointer tu still main kejar kejar dalam kepala aku ni . senior cakap siapa yang tak okay masa sem 1 , memang kena struggle gila separuh nyawa masa sem 2 . okay like seriously ? like seriously ? okay nadhirah . tarik nafas lagi dalam dalam . okay hembus . come on , tiada apa yang senang dalam dunia ni . tiada apa yang senang kalau nak berjaya . kalau senang , of course laa hasil dia tak seberapa . ehh apa aku bebel ni ? kauorang tak faham ? hmm aku lagi tak faham . right now , aku macam takde mood . dalam kepala asyik fikir macam macam pasal belajar ni . i know overthinking ruins everything . no ! aku taknak macam tu . okay aku rasa nielaa hikmahnya aku dapat pointer rendah . Allah nak aku lagi berusaha . Allah nak aku sentiasa ingat Dia . Allah nak aku sentiasa fikir sebelum melakukan sesuatu . Allah nak aku sentiasa ingat parent . Allah nak uji aku . dan kenapa Allah uji hamba dia ? sebab Allah sayang hambaNya . . hehehe :) okaay aku patut be positive and stay positive . Insyaallah everything will be okay . takpayah fikir sangat , kalau fikir je tapi tak usaha baik takpayah kan ? hmm so buang fikiran negative andddddd be happy :D okaylaa , esok my first class . 8 pagi pula tu . omg entah macam mana lah mata aku esok . dah lama sangat tak bangun pagi hmm okay nadhira , jadikan segala dugaan sebagai motivasi ! yeayyyy Malaysia bolehhhhh #ehh . cehh nak hashtag jugaaaa . haha okay , goodnight and may tomorrow are better than today ,

love , nadhirah

Friday 30 November 2012

a Belieber

Why i love Justin Bieber so much ?


hahahahahahahahahahahahhaha
the fact is aku pun taktahu kenapa aku sangat
gilakan Justin . dulu my friends Shazzy and Pipit sangat sangat
addict with this guy and aku selalu kutuk diorang .
aku cakap aku tak faham kenapa diorang boleh suka sangat 
sampai menangis laa ape la . sumpah aku tak faham .
then , aku ada baca buku Never Say Never ; Justin Bieber own by Shazzy .
start from that moment , hahaha im crazy in love with Justin
even when im watched Never Say Never on HBO , 
i will cry . i dont know . he inspired me a lot .
what i know is i want to meet him ,
i want to hug him and kiss
my friends majority tak suka dia but who cares ?
they crazy about kpop guy and im crazy about this canadian guy .
no different :) hehe
Justin got a special place in my heart . listen to his music 
make me calm . you know everytime i feel down ,
i will listen to 'Be Alright' by Justin . that song was so meaningful 
as he wrote the song himself . i feel so close to him , i dont know why
people may call me crazy but i know im not the only one who feel like this .
Justin always try to make Belieber happy and close and close and close to him
the way he say sorry because he cant reply all tweets from us was so cute
and he's soo adoreable . 
i love him for no reason .
i love him just the way he are .